Saturday, January 6, 2007

i used to complain about how a boyfriend can be so possessive, over protective and very doubtful about my independent actions.

i used to hate it when they call on the phone asking where i was, or what i was doing, or why i was home late with a bunch of guys, and always demanding an explanation for everything that i do... "why this? why that?" or telling me things that i can't do... "you can't do this and you can't do that..."

Stuff like that.

And i would always use that reason to break up with them: "my boyfriend was just so possessive, jealous and he doesn't trust me at all."

And then i fell in love with this guy, jan francis.

And he hates it when i call on the phone asking where he was, what he was doing, why he was home late, and always demanding and explanation for everything he does... "why this? why that? " and telling him things he can't do... "you can't do this and you can't do that..."

Stuff like that.

Then he broke up with me last december 11, 2006...

And his reason was: "jazmin was just so possessive, jealous and she doesn't trust me at all."

My reason... became his reason. Life is playing with me...

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