Tuesday, January 16, 2007

What does love mean?What does it mean to love?The word love is vague for me now...There is no such thing as "you're the one for me".There is no such thing as "I will love you forever".I don't even believe in "I love you" anymore...

In all my relationships, I learned one thing.NOBODY LASTS. People fall in and fall out of love. Eventually, they'll get TIRED of you and MOVE ON.

Stick to one? Hah! What does that statement mean? Loyalty? It's possible to "stick to one" and "be loyal" during the relationship...and then you realize, "OMG! This girl/this guy isn't the right one for me."just like that. SNAP! Out of the blue. Then you find a reason, an excuse to break up with that person.

Lame excuses like: Long distance relationship, or weird personality, or too old, or too young, or too possessive, too jealous, too clingy, too selfish... reasons like that.

When people age... or when they grow up, one day they'll realize: these reasons doesn't really matter at all. These are just fucked up reasons so that you could loose yourself from an attachment.

Love? That's what it is - an attachment.

You feel comfortable with a person. You date her/him. You decide to be with her/him. And when you're tired of her/him... You break up. Well that's not love at all. It's just infatuation gone out of hand.

I Love You...

No more... It's better to use "I like you" instead...

*~__ i'm your ragdoll no more ___ ~*